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Wednesday 8 August 2012

Medicine needs healing


Staying alive is expensive with modern medicine. Post Japan Disaster Charity ride in April11, my friend Francis called to tell me he is treating the major sponsors to dinner. He already donated 50 grand. What more do I deserve? When asked why, he said: "so that it may make future charity events a little easier on you". So 12 of us were treated to a sumptuous dinner of Thai food. 

Post charity ride, I was lethargic. A mild, lingering fever and a little soreness on my right ear bothered me for a few days.

With the impending long week end of Labour Day, I took no chances, paid a visit to my company's doctor. There was no fever and he concluded I may have a slight ear infection. So I was put on erythromycin, a standard antibiotic, and paracetamol for suspected ear infection. This is medicine 101 type prescription.

Despite medication, I felt lousy, slept a lot with a lingering roller-coaster fever. Come 2May11, the wife cooked a sumptuous abalone wanton mee for my son's 21st. We celebrated together with his twin sister in UK, via Skype. By 4pm, I threw up everything; prescribed antibiotic acted up.  

The following day, I consulted a doc friend. He did base line checks, drew blood, to rule out dengue or any parasitic disease. Nothing showed and that was good. Two days on, I still felt at sea and again visited the company doc, a different person. Another type of antibiotic was prescribed. While my fever was kept at bay, I was still not my usual self. My doc friend subsequently fast tracked me to an ENT specialist in private practice.
 
Latter took a close examination, said it's an inner ear viral infection (nothing changed) and immediately put me on acyclovir, a powerful antiviral drug. In the next 2 weeks, I felt my ear eaten up by creepy-crawly insects; crusted skin, flaking and then finally drying up. My hearing was impaired and my balance compromised.

My dizziness persisted. At each visit, the specialist would nudge me, ever so gently, to consider undergoing an MRI on the ear to rule out any remote chance of a tumour. I finally yielded. An MRI experience is most daunting. I rather draw blood a 100 times. Visualise your head strapped still, push into a washing machine (without water), no movement allowed, and clicking sounds torment you all over in this claustrophobic capsule. A few millions gray cells must have died.

The results, according to my radiologist, look normal except for a one liner observation. When I asked the ENT specialist on that remark, he promptly suggested consulting a neurologist. Though not my money, I said no. 

While recuperating at home, vertigo kicked in, the world went into a tail spin just a day before my driving holiday up to Penang. It was so bad I eventually checked into hospital; slept through 2 days on drip. The specialist suggested staying another day which I turn down flatly; not over my dead body. A foreign talent nurse inflicted some much unnecessary pain when changing drips (that's another story).

I waddled out of hospital with vestibular (the inner ear organ responsible for balance and spatial perception) imbalance from nerve damage. My lingering fever was gone, so was the pain in my right ear but spatial disorientation took over. I would knock off objects. My judgement of depth and distance was poor. I tried driving and it was hopeless. Eye, brain, movement coordination suffered a lag and judging speed was difficult. So, I hang up my number plate, took the MRT and bus to and from work for one month. It was all good before Christmas arrived early for SMRT with 2 massive break downs.

To put myself at ease over MRI observation, my public service network recommended a neurologist. I eventually consulted the head of neurology in a large public hospital. I showed him my written summary and MRI result. He asked a couple of questions, viewed some images, examined my ear and then pronounced: “you just recovered from shingles” (you must google in case it hits you!). It’s unfortunate some nerves in the ear were damaged, causing hearing impairment and imbalance. Lucky you, he said. If shingles hit your eye socket, going blind is conceivable. So I guess I am better off hearing less, seeing more!

He went on to comment that the negative one liner is not even something he would document or discussed, given my age.  The profile of my brain is no cause for alarm.  He stopped short of criticizing the MRI procedure as unnecessary. To him, it is game's over, nerve damaged and hearing belongs to another discipline. So, he referred me to the ENT specialist, a few doors away.

From hearing test, it was confirmed by the ENT specialist that there was a slight damage. There is nothing more to add, good luck. So I ask the doc if acupuncture is useful. He was non committal. What about my imbalance I ask the doc? Oh, it will go away through time. Damn it, it's far from going away, I mumbled to myself. Is there anything I can do to take away the dizziness (this term vestibular was not even in my vocabulary then)? Instead, he gave an open appointment to see him anytime I feel something is amiss.

With each passing day, I felt a little better. I force myself back to cycling, crashed into pedestrian barrier once but persisted. On the suggestion of Cecilia who works for KTPH, I visited the geriatric rehabilitation centre, ahead of schedule!  It was good education to learn that imbalance is a common problem with the not so young.

In rehabilitation, the promise is: no practice, no gain. I was taught a regime of exercises, if you like, to retrain the eye-brain and skeletal coordination. My physiotherapist was horrified to learn I cycle despite my condition. As it turns out, she is an avid cyclist. So she added gently: “cycle with care and please do more!”. Apparently, cycling (because one needs to balance) is excellent exercise for imbalance. If you can tolerate roller-coaster rides, better still.

According to my therapist, old people are more prone to be inflicted with vertigo or other forms of vestibular imbalance. Most adopt a sedentary lifestyle, lapse into depression, never to recover.

Here is a pool of medical knowledge with no medication, no cuts, no removal, nothing glamorous; only sheer discipline to practice, practice and then practice to recover. Rehabilitation centre is managed by physiotherapists, not doctors. There is barely any skin in this game; a 45 min therapy cost under $40.  

So as is often the case with the elderly, especially hypochondriac, it is “lokun bo yao, bay ho”! (roughly translated from Hokkien ‘doctor, without medicine, how to recover?’).

Are you then surprised to learn that private sector healthcare cost 2 to 2.5 times of public healthcare cost for similar procedures including up-selling? As medicine gets more sub-specialised, every square inch of our body is potentially attended to by a different specialist. Combined that with a more enlighten and litigious society, it’s gun powder in kegs in the years to come.

To maintain healthcare cost, medicine has to get back to basics, take a holistic view by having well-rounded GPs as family physicians. I was unfortunate to have 2 different GPs diagnose my condition. If it had been the same GP doctor, I stood a better chance of an accurate diagnosis.

When it came to the ENT specialist, my condition was already full-blown shingles and reflecting back, the MRI procedure, I guess, is part of the circus of modern medicine. An experienced family GP would have detected my early stage shingles, prescribed acyclovir and spared me the agony of a long and debilitating post recovery. Now my kids are screaming: "dad, why is the TV so loud!"

Think about this:
“With every additional medical procedure or test ordered, there lies a fresh possibility of error” so said the associate chief of neurosurgery at Grady Memorial Hospital Sanjay Gupta.